Tonight was the first night of the haunt and I had to go home early because my heart wasnt beating right. Bleehhh...

I got a job as a haunt actor this year! I'm so excited!

I promise I have more art coming ive just been in an art funk.

So I totally forgot to say this but Blood Money turned 2 on the 12th of this month.

Im getting ready to move again and I forgot.

Oops.

And hopefully we make it to the next one!

Tomorrows the day. I'll be on a plane and leaving this old life behind. Honestly, I'm not sure what to do with myself. I'm absolutely terrified.

And I got a new tattoo today. That was fun.

Im moving in four days. Moving state, and ive literally never done anything like it before. Its...insane. scary. Terrifying. Like the peak of a rollar coaster, that hold-your-breath-oh-my-fucking-god-why-did-i-agree-to-this feeling. Sort of reminds me when my fiancé and I went on a rollarcoaster that I was sure was going to take my head off. It really really looked like it would, and I spent the entire ride with my head firmly planted on my knees.

Thats off topic.

I've never lived in a big city before. Like, ive lived in a city but not a BIG city. Not a notable city. This all happened so suddenly too, its been a whirlwind and I am so, so scared. Four days is gonna turn into three, and then two, and then one, and then I'll be on an airplane with everything I think I hold dear. Packing is really hard, I feel like you dont really THINK about what exactly the most important things are when you just...always have them in a cupboard somewhere. I dont know, I've been feeling awfully...overdramatic. anyway.

I also have am on my last pair of contacts and cant afford to buy more. Well fuck me huh.

I'm trying to post everything I had on Deviantart. Sorry for the spam!

The green-eyed one. I barely draw him and he's the main character. Damn.

Gotta fix that.